It’s Only in My World


Do you have any regret in your life?

I just question myself after listening to an old korean song called “It’s Only in My World (Geugotmani nae sesang)” and I found that I don’t really regret things. Since I was kid, I grew up much in competition, I used to feel so much pressure about expectation and responsibility. When I passed those challenges, in the end it was a happy ending and I started to value process more than the result. When we can feel the process, we create a great confidence within ourselves.

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[FV] Jaejoong – My Only Comfort (starring BoA)

surprise everyone 🙂
This is actually a reply for BoA’s Disturbance ending, I think they should add one more option “Come Back Together”. Even though I don’t know which boyfriend that she’s talking about, I just found that this Jaejoong’s lyric is pretty match to be linked with BoA’s MV, both Only One and Disturbance, especially those ring ring thing.
Enjoy 🙂

Here is the english translation of Jaejoong – My Only Comfort (Healing For Myself), too lazy to subbed the video 😛 anyway, Happy Valentine Day 🙂


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My Special Gift for Hero Jaejoong 25th Birthday


how is it???

as I said before, I can’t update this blog frequently like I did before, I need to prepare for exam to enter the University. fufuuuu T_T hwaiting!!!!! I hope I can do my best.

only one. I can’t help XD, I need to sacrifice my rest time to did this ..

I drew it with pencil 2B and 4B! The nuance and hue were edited in the photoshop . I tried hard, I want to make it with black hair first, but he looked a bit soft and feminine, it doesn’t suit the concept that I want to do, so I change the hairstyle. I don’t plan to the light first, but I done it unexpectedly hahaaha..

anyway, anybody ever watch taiwanese drama Mars here??? if you did, maybe you recognize the style of this drawing, especially the flame and the pose XD he he he he the painting in that drama inspired me a lot, I always want to make a painting like that, I tried it to Jaejoong first ^^,

oh yeah.. I change the tattoo too , and you know what? I observe a lot of man’s body to create his body XD hahahaha… I can’t find the right pose of him, so I find another pictures.


at last,


check my previous birthday post too^^ :
My Special Gift for Hero Jaejoong 24th Birthday

[Album] Sungkyunkwan Scandal OST

Title: Sungkyunkwan Scandal OST
Artist: JYJ & Various Artists
Language: Korean
Release Date: 2010.09.16
Total Size: 94MB

01. 성균관 스캔들 – Various Artists
02. 찾았다 (Found You) – JYJ
03. 그대를 그리다 – Yun Jung
04. Too Love – Xiah Junsu
05. 너에겐 이별 나에겐 기다림 (For You It’s Separation, To Me It’s Waiting) – Hero Jaejoong
06. 청춘스캔들(Youth Scandal) – Lee Min Young
07. Sad To Say – Urbaniq
08. 사랑이란 – 정선아
09. 그대를 그리다 (Drawing You) (Acoustic Ver.) – 나라 (Dara)
10. 너에겐 이별 나에겐 기다림 (Voice Ver.) – K
11. 자운영 – Various Artists
12. Trouble Maker – Various Artists
13. 유생들의 나날 – Various Artists

.:Download full-album:.

My Rating: 10/10 (for the tracks related to Jejung/Yoochun/Junsu only)

I’m sorry that I don’t post the whole individual download, I just download the track that related to JYJ. I am glad and sad. I absolutely miss their korean voice so badly.

~*’Xiah Junsu – Too Love’ everybody who have listened to this song said that they feel “too love” to this song. XD. I know I know! He is very good in singing of course. I admit it 100%! This is a ballad track from Junsu, it’s so touched and beautiful.  He sounds so powerful, with the breezing electric guitar. I’m glad that he sings in korean again after the long hiatus . T_T I’m really miss their korean accent. But I worry that this track wouldn’t make cassiopeia smilesince they have cried so much.

~*’Hero Jaejoong – To You It’s Separation, To Me It’s Waiting – the title showing the heartbreak feeling. Jaejoong really get into the emotion of this song. He will make people cry if he sing it live. It’s one of the perfect ballad released on this OST too. I recommended this song so much.

~*’JYJ – Found You – after the crying ballads, let’s check this track. It’s not a crying ballads as much. It’s quite nice and catchy. Though it’s not a sad track, I feel like they better sing in sad tracks XD.

credits: KPOP7 + Music is Love + Paddioria @youtube

[Mini Album] JYJ – The… (A Version)

Title: The…
Artist: JYJ
Release date: 2010.09.05
Conductor: Avex Trax
Language: Japanese
Total Size: 36 MB
Bitrate: 128 kbps

1. いつだって君に
2. Get Ready
3. Long Way
4. W
5. いつだって君に (Instrumental)
6. Get Ready (Instrumental)
7. Long Way (Instrumental)
8. W (Instrumental)

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My Rating: -pending-

I don’t listen to it yet, but I hurry up post it because I know that people have been waiting for this. I read some comments of cassiopeia and all of them saying they end up broke in tear. TT_TT

Seeing the cover in the black and white effect, seeing they didn’t smile, just learn Jaejoong’s face, it’s like it’s pain, there are so many pains. With the title “The…” I wonder what they wnat to say, maybe they have lost their words and only music can be their guide. T_T

Please keep on suport JYJ and HoMin. They’re still one, They’re TVXQ, They’re Dong Bang Shin Ki, They’re TOHOSHINKI. They’re our Star.T_T  *I can’t continue this, the tear have started*

credits: jerarudiin@boajjang