I am currently having a hard time thinking and thinking. I have been working while also preparing to pursue Scholarship. However, my busy work always halts me from working on my scholarship applicant form and yet, there are still so many things I haven’t done before the deadline. I really want to give my own goal more priority but duty and responsibility toward my job are unavoidable. Moreover, I am just a lowly young newbie in my teaching career.
I have class from Monday to Saturday and I work until 3 p.m. Sometimes I came home late because of preparing some school events. That’s actually not a bad thing. I love my job but by so far, I just realize that there have been so many things to sacrifice for working professionally. I got lost.I feel like drowning in Robert’s Frost “The Road Not Taken”. Two roads diverged in yellow woods, and now I understand that I can travel both. Real life is about making decision and sacrifice.