I Thank for My Life is Not a Movie

Watching movie is not only a hobby for me but it is also a daily need. I watch every type of movies, from several genres, from various languages and from various countries. I also love documentary film and other non-fiction films. It’s because I am always curious about things such as culture, society, lifestyle, imagination, point of view, and other people’s experiences. I am just always curious of human’s thought, that’s why sometimes I am way too over-thinking. Yes, I can be sensitive and over-thinking. It might be because of watching too many dramas. LoL. Just kidding.

Anyway, out of movies I’ve ever watched, I think Bollywood always like to repeat the same plot over and over again. It’s not like I dislike Bollywood. I love it so much and I personally think indian directors make so many great movies nowadays and the music is developing from classic, contemporary and modern.

Do you know a movie like Shahrukh Khan’s hits “Dilwale Dulhania Le Jayenge” in 1995? It was a massive hits up until now, some televisions still frequently air it sometimes in my country. I think most of bollywood movies are alike and adopt that movie scenes a lot. Nowadays (even from a long time), I found a lot of movies like that old one. I think the crew just make it newer by pouring some good modern type of music and younger casts.

There will be always a scary father, an innocent young girl who is waiting for her love bird and a silly young man who was supposed to be good for nothing but always trying to be heroic to fight for his true love. There will be love at first sight. There will be a wedding in the end of the story or the couple might met in their friend’s big fat wedding for the first time. There will be a forbidden love and their solution is always about running away or escape. However, the ending is exactly a happily ever after. I admit I like happy ending but sometimes I feel it’s just too good to be true.

Everything is just about timing. It’s only because the writer decided to end the story in the wedding so it looks happy and sweet. What if the story continues into their marriage life. Who knows something bad possibly happen? There is no perfect marriage life, right? If only the couple face a new problem such as financial problem, the man goes to spend much money and the girl only can cry every night. Pressured, desperate and frustated. Then, they regret their life and decided to file a divorce. Can you imagine if the writer decide to end the story in the divorce scene? It will turn into a sad ending then. Of course, there is always a possibility to continue the story and find another happy ending but movie is a human’s work. No matter what happen, it will always reach an end.

In contrast, real life is different. Being bullied in high school? It is not the end of life. If you think it’s the end of your life, you will only got stuck but life still goes on. Day will turn to night and months passed. There is always a new beginning. High school years end, college year begins. college years end, full-time work days begin. Single time ends, marriage life begins. Even after a funeral day, another lives begin. Time will fly, so does the life. There is no an exact ending in reality.

p.s. : photo was taken by me, located in front of Moulin Vert Hotel, Paris.


BoA & Jaejoong (Bojoong) – artwork selection

Here.. some artworks that I made during 2010. The second one is my favorite. Maybe because I think it resembles the most to real BoA and Jaejoong. After a long time, I begin to realize that in the other pictures, Jaejoong look quite young and less masculine. :D

It was really fun during those years. I feel my heart so much connected to a sweet madness. Young. Obsession. Passion. Crazy.
I love those moments but in how much I love the past, I never want to back to the past. Life must go on.
Love is movin’ on. :)


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BoA & Jaejoong (Bojoong) selection

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This picture above is my first bojoong work :). That was the moment when all of this freakin’ craziness started.

All of these work already posted in Jaebo Wonderland , but the forum is already down.
All of these are only selected pieces for almost 5 years, I still have a lot in my harddisk. XD

I include all of my works, I mean mostly. OhMyGod, I have created a lot :D, so tired to link it all here. All of the works including merged picture and manipulation picture. More digital painting selection coming soon :)

enjoy :)

Feel free to take it. But please ..

-don’t edit my work

-don’t plagiat my work

-don’t hotlink

-remember to always credits me

-commeeeennnnt XD

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[FV] Jaejoong – My Only Comfort (starring BoA)

surprise everyone :)
This is actually a reply for BoA’s Disturbance ending, I think they should add one more option “Come Back Together”. Even though I don’t know which boyfriend that she’s talking about, I just found that this Jaejoong’s lyric is pretty match to be linked with BoA’s MV, both Only One and Disturbance, especially those ring ring thing.
Enjoy :)

Here is the english translation of Jaejoong – My Only Comfort (Healing For Myself), too lazy to subbed the video :P anyway, Happy Valentine Day :)


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All links down, so sorry

I would like to apologize deeply because all of the download links have been down and I can’t fix it. My account has been deleted by the server. I decided not to renew the account.



New Fanvid will be out on Valentine’s Day!!!

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I will be releasing a new edited Bojoong fanvideo in my Youtube channel on Valentine Day :).

The scenes are mostly coming from BoA’s Disturbance MV and Jaejoong’s ELLE documentary video. Jaejoong’s song “My Only Comfort” (Healing for Myself) will be the soundtrack. However, I translated the title into “My Only Comfort” only since it sounds more loveable.

[MV] 2NE1 – BE MINE inspired by INTEL “Make Thumb Noise” Project


Title: Be Mine
Release Date: 2012.06.06
Artist: 2NE1
File Type: mp4
Quality: HD 720p
Size: 60 MB


Producer Teddy Park partnered with Intel Korea for the project to create a song for the Ultrabook. When I watch this, I think it’s all about advertisement. But seriously, the girls look so stunning in white here. The song reminds me to “I Dont Care” and I bet, you’ll like this.

credit: youngladyjunsu.wordpress.com